Thursday, November 19, 2009

holiness and pettiness

Here is a link to a wonderful little article about Mount Athos and some even more wonderful photos: Called to the Holy Mountain
The holy peninsula of Mount Athos reaches 31 miles out into the Aegean Sea like an appendage struggling to dislocate itself from the secular corpus of northeastern Greece. For the past thousand years or so, a community of Eastern Orthodox monks has dwelled here, purposefully removed from everything except God. They live only to become one with Jesus Christ.

Yet, one of the monks interviewed said, "monastery life can be absolutely consumed with pettiness."

I am so glad he revealed this.

From this we can see that self-love and feelings of entitlement are probably the most difficult to overcome.

There is no need for us to feel defeated when we recognize our own pettiness rearing its ugly head over and over. Even the monks in such a place as Mount Athos can only continue repenting and praying and choosing the right path over and over.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hi!

Dear friends, please forgive me for giving the wrong impression.

I had set my blog so only *I* could see it and didn't even think how you might feel when you saw that it was by "invitation only." That is the default wording, not mine.

So sorry. You are all welcome to read this.

I want to make some changes but haven't had time.

If only there was a "closed for maintenance" sign. :-)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

family visit

My brother stopped by unexpectedly to visit for a couple of days. It was such a wonderful blessing, but also a change in routine for Joshua, which isn't easy for him.

Since my family members are all committed Protestants, I always prepare the house so as not to overwhelm them. I put away our icons except for ones of Christ and of the angels (I think they are OK with those) and we refrain from crossing ourselves and from our prayer schedule.

It won't always be like this, but right now it is still new for my family.

Joshua did great until the second night. Having his routine changed and his mom not as available as he is used to was stressful. He didn't throw a fit, just got teary and sad.

After we got home from dropping my brother off, the first thing Joshua asked to do was say our prayers and asked me to re-set up the icon table.

He is so precious.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

not here often

My apologies to the blog writers I follow. I just get overwhelmed sometimes with online communications. I'm staying away more and more. I might even delete my facebook account.

The blogs offer such good information, but it's just overwhelming.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

waiting on the Lord

Tonight I stumbled across this quote that I had previously saved. It was exactly what I needed.

Glory to God.

To have faith in Christ means more than simply despising the delights of this life. It means we should bear all our daily trials that may bring us sorrow, distress, or unhappiness, and bear them patiently for as long as God wishes and until He comes to visit us. For it is said, “I waited on the Lord and He came to me.”
~ St. Symeon the New Theologian

Saturday, August 15, 2009

my name day

The Dormition of our Most Holy Lady
the Theotokos and Ever Virgin Mary


Reading from the Synaxarion:

Concerning the Dormition of the Theotokos, this is what the Church has received from ancient times from the tradition of the Fathers. When the time drew nigh that our Savior was well-pleased to take His Mother to Himself, He declared unto her through an Angel that three days hence, He would translate her from this temporal life to eternity and bliss. On hearing this, she went up with haste to the Mount of Olives, where she prayed continuously. Giving thanks to God, she returned to her house and prepared whatever was necessary for her burial. While these things were taking place, clouds caught up the Apostles from the ends of the earth, where each one happened to be preaching, and brought them at once tothe house of the Mother of God, who informed them of the cause of their sudden gathering. As a mother, she consoled them in their affliction as was meet, and then raised her hands to Heaven and prayed for the peace of the world. She blessed the Apostles, and, reclining upon her bed with seemliness, gave up her all-holy spirit into the hands of her Son and God.

With reverence and many lights, and chanting burial hymns, the Apostles took up that God-receiving body and brought it to the sepulchre, while the Angels from Heaven chanted with them, and sent forth her who is higher than the Cherubim. But one Jew, moved by malice, audaciously stretched forth his hand upon the bed and immediately received from divine judgment the wages of his audacity. Those daring hands were severed by an invisible blow. But when he repented and asked forgiveness, his hands were restored. When they had reached the place called Gethsemane, they buried there with honor the all-immaculate body of the Theotokos, which was the source of Life. But on the third day after the burial, when they were eating together, and raised up the artos (bread) in Jesus' Name, as was their custom, the Theotokos appeared in the air, saying "Rejoice" to them. From this they learned concerning the bodily translation of the Theotokos into the Heavens.

These things has the Church received from the traditions of the Fathers, who have composed many hymns out of reverence, to the glory ofthe Mother of our God (see Oct. 3 and 4).

Apolytikion in the First Tone

In birth, you preserved your virginity; in death, you did not abandon the world, O Theotokos. As mother of life, you departed to the source of life, delivering our souls from death by your intercessions.

Kontakion in the Second Tone

Neither the grave nor death could contain the Theotokos, the unshakable hope, ever vigilant in intercession and protection. As Mother of life, He who dwelt in the ever-virginal womb transposed her to life.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

abundant recompense

Here's encouragement that trying to live a holy life is so very much worth the struggle:

It is a true saying, that the fruit of good deeds is honorable. For those who wish to lead lives pure and undefiled as far as is possible for men, Christ will adorn with His gifts, and grant them an abundant recompense for all their saintly deeds, and make them partakers of His glory. for it is impossible that He should ever lie who says: As I live, saith the Lord, those who honor Me, I will honor.
~ St. Cyril of Alexandria